to hell with life.

getting sick and tired of the heavy expenses.
everyone has their own life now.
when will i have mine?
my life becomes so tough and hard that it becomes so boring.
boring life. no, life aint boring.. im boring.
yea.
even i feel that the course im studying right now wont earn me much in future.
everything is not going my way.
i may lose some things.
or either give up some things.
but often i really lose alot of things.
things are just so unpredictable.
like a game of pool.
if its a race to 11, and i'm leading 7-2.
after 45mins later it becomes 11-8 in the favour of the opponent.
ya, i may say.. what the fuck?
but people would say, its just too bad, brother.