its always the same way i've been..
so hard to change for the better..
its like an addiction..
it creeps onto you when you arent noticing..
i wanna destroy it..
heart demon please go..
or i'll ask someone to purge you from me..
put a spear through yr head..
please....
i know i can..
please..
=(

if i can destroy my own demon..
life would be so beautiful..
grab a spear and thrust it into yr heart..
see u fade away like dust..
you're destroying me kelvin..
go...away...