i miss you..
wish i could see u for a sec everyday..
though it may seem pathetic..
but thats the only thing i wish i could do..
enough said.



*stares into outer space*

MapleStory. where it all began. =)

its me and you.

mushrooms! run...!

happy b-day maplesea. =)

maple fever!


thats where we went today.
and speaking of maple.. its how i get to know you.
love u sweeties =)
thats it.

we all learn as we grow
till the very end
i still have many things to learn
just hope i can be a better person
so as to click with this world
i just wanna be the best
though sometimes i am not
to let others feel my sincerity
to let them feel my presence

lets just see what today brings
and plan for tomorrow
i dont want to let myself go wasted
and have feel control of myself

=)

im tired.

happy 7 months.

pictures we took =)

us


fiona? =x

psst..



slurp.. smooooochhe.. =P


had a great day.. =)

today.

woke up at 7plus with bloodshot eyes..
sat infront of my pc around 950am..
found a useful software and started making a video..
left home at 12:05pm for a test at 12:30pm in school..
reached home at 5:05pm ..
studied a little just now..
11:45pm now..
basically i didnt talk for more than 3 sentence today..
i think i said hi to 2 friends..
said i'm done to the lecturer..
and hi to my brother..
maybe thats why im not thirsty as i realise that i drank only 2 cups of water till now..
my mind cannot relax..
its always working..
it never will till i finish what im suppose to do..
=/

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my heart hurts like hell..
total agony.. =(
ive learnt so many mistakes today...
i guess my mind wont be able to rest tonight..

not worthy anymore..
i dont deserve anything..
begin my torment..
somebody stab me..
strip me of all valuables..
kill me..

its always the same way i've been..
so hard to change for the better..
its like an addiction..
it creeps onto you when you arent noticing..
i wanna destroy it..
heart demon please go..
or i'll ask someone to purge you from me..
put a spear through yr head..
please....
i know i can..
please..
=(

if i can destroy my own demon..
life would be so beautiful..
grab a spear and thrust it into yr heart..
see u fade away like dust..
you're destroying me kelvin..
go...away...