Woo! yeah!

this post was meant for yesterday as my brother was using the pc so it came today instead.

Alright alright! exams are finally over.. the last poly in singapore to have its long term holidays.. damn! so after i finished my paper, went home to place my bag and left straight over to kylie's home.. her TV is twice of my house's tv lor.. wah.. got this, got that.. hah.. and her colourful room too..
shallnt elaborate further...
After which we had dinner.. wooo~
fish, chicken, duck... u name it, u have it..
darn.. i was bloated.. got FRUITS after that... ^o^
met her dad for e first time, it was a nice feeling..
chit chat till nearing 11pm then i went off already..

2 months holidays for me.. 7 weeks attachment for her..
why so contradicting? =(
sigh, no matter what the challenge.. i'll endure.. for her..

HER! haha..

lots of plans for holidays though..
part time work tuition, dance, maple... etc etc.. doing the things i love..
trying to live to the max..
=)
feeling quite hungry now..
no food at home.. gonna walk over to the coffee shop near my house soon..
my first tuition lesson for my new student will start tonight!
hopefully will earn enough for future purposes..
dont wanna feel broke all the time.. sucks.. haha..
9.59am on e clock.. 1st day of holidays.. feels great.. =D
lalaa..

argh.. last paper to go... dont know what to say.. abit lazy to study liao
hahaha...
yeah...
gotta run!
cya.

Today.

As i woke up from my sleep, everything turned grey.
I was feeling gloomy like the colours around me has been ripped away.
Went to the toilet to wash my face and as i looked into the mirror, i saw a sad person. I quickly walked out of the toilet and went into my room.
I took out my text book to study in hope to forget every single thought i have.
Realise that it seems rather useless. Just wouldnt work. Laid my head on the table,
wishing that i have super natural powers to brainwash myself for today.
I then looked up and saw the photo frame you gave. I felt even more terrible deep down, that i put it away so i cannot see any pictures of you.
Laid my head on the table again, closed my eyes and trying to put you aside for a moment. Though i sometimes wonder if today was a dream and wished that maybe it is.
The more i think, the more my eyes became watery.
The more i ponder, the tears fell on my cheek.

Felt slightly better but was thinking maybe i could scream things out.
Nah, better not.
All i could do is to pour out my sorrows here.
Not brave enough indeed.
I hoped to myself that i could have a call from you once you woke up,
but felt that its just a one sided wish.
At the same time wished that you will never call till night time.
I dont know..
Just wanna see you, seem so difficult.
Your attachment starts next week and makes it even more difficult.
Its never easy to possess you for a long time.
oh well, thats life.
Even on my day off, which no books are suppose to be infront of me to make me study,
still happened.
I just wanna forget all unhappy things.
Perhaps i'll drown myself with books today.
=) yeah.
hope you'll enjoy yrself and be happy today.
yup. thats it.

Her.

Happy valentine's day =)

dear darling kylie,
i hope u liked everything i've done for you on V-day.
Although theres a little bit of messed up plans, but
i tried my best. =) LOVE YOU DEAR!

Kelvin ^^

3 main exam papers

wooo... 4 modules done... left 3 more main papers.. woo..
and i'll be a free man after that for 2months.. heh heh..
been awhile since i've blogged..
quite busy slacking actually.. =)
couldnt find time to do other stuff maybe because of the 3 papers left i guess..
just wanna slack till i've finish all papers...

=)

just wanna be there for her..
be happy is all i want her to be..
yeah!

Boring.

just another day.
go to sch.. hang out at student's lounge.. go home.. slack, study, sleep.
sigh.