seriously aiming for what i used to have.

today, after i woke up.. ate breakfast with mom and dad.
i sat in my room and started revising maths..
couldnt really bring e concentration in me.. so i decided to warm up a little by reading e news paper.. felt worst.. even more tired after that.. so i slpt from 2 till 5plus..
i then continue to practice maths.. felt really angry at myself for not paying much much attention in class.. last friday, i swap sits from the back to the front.. felt better to bring myself to work more.. hopefully i will be like what i used to be..

had dinner with mom, brother and his gf..
totally moodless at that time.. the food sucks too.. really awful..
then, i went back home first to continue trying maths..
gave up because i really have no idea..
i've gotta start planning already.. i must.. and i will..

cannot lose e momentum..
the study drive..
what i've learnt from my good friend Yisheng..
i need you man..
perhaps another study day at mac again?
wished i had joined u in JC ..
wished i had studied so hard like you..
wished ... argh.. all wishes..
they never come true..
life is so different now..
sigh..
feeling pretty pathetic at times..
yeah its 930 alr.. i've gotta stop blogging now..
=\