=)

glad u were mine the entire of yesterday..
yeah!
mine mine mine.
i'll treat you ice cream soon alright?
4 treats to go...
pizza hut also...
but for now.. lets gogogo for our exams.
^^

i found 2 bucks on the floor today!
woo!

sigh.

so fine. yet not.

unhumane.

i dont know what my parents are thinking at times.
mostly because i always see them holding a lighted cigarette.
really makes no sense.
they smoke, they kill me too.
even though how much unhappyness i show on my face.
they disregarded my presence.
sigh.

the semester is coming to an end.
though normally people would be happy, but ironically i'm not.
dont know why.
perhaps the doubts of a smooth sailing passing to year 2.
hopefully yea.
sometimes its also the people around, either causing u to lose confidence in scoring or benefitting
you in terms of gaining extra knowledge.
seriously, i dont care.
only wanna be myself.



thats me. wish i am that happy all everyday.



thats her. wish i could see her everyday for 5mins would be enough. really enough.

School and stuff..

hmm.. sometimes i wonder, if there is really a need to stress so much on school..
1 project down already.. 2 more finishing.. the last one is really a headache..
a little worried if i can actually make it through.. the core subjects are as usual.. nothing much..
been avoiding macdonalds for a week already.. eating apples instead.. -_-
with the mentality of staying healthy, i've been changing my way of eating..

NO SPICY FOOD. ROAR.

oh well, lets just see if i would really not see the doctor forever if i keep eating apples everyday. ^^ hahaa.. like this the clinics no need to earn liao.. and the doctors can switch jobs or take a
vacation off to switzerland! anyway, the apples seem sour today.. yuck..

reached home around 230 or so? slacked all e way.. did abit of project at 4 plus.. had dinner around 745.. i wanna do study leh.. but why am i still here.. =P
aiyah... 10mins later lar.. aiyah.. awhile more lar.. aiyah.. later lar..
additions of all the "aiyah 10mins later lar".. equals to "few hours later"..
=)
no! cannot..
i better go..
aiyah.. can later? lol...
peace~

been awhile since i've last blogged..
so rainy these days till i didnt have mood for many things.. except slacking..
gonna be the end of semester 1.2 soon..
still have many things to do..
i doubt i'll have time for e usual stuff.. =(
just hope i would get through this semester smoothly..
just pass would satisfy me..

=)

seriously aiming for what i used to have.

today, after i woke up.. ate breakfast with mom and dad.
i sat in my room and started revising maths..
couldnt really bring e concentration in me.. so i decided to warm up a little by reading e news paper.. felt worst.. even more tired after that.. so i slpt from 2 till 5plus..
i then continue to practice maths.. felt really angry at myself for not paying much much attention in class.. last friday, i swap sits from the back to the front.. felt better to bring myself to work more.. hopefully i will be like what i used to be..

had dinner with mom, brother and his gf..
totally moodless at that time.. the food sucks too.. really awful..
then, i went back home first to continue trying maths..
gave up because i really have no idea..
i've gotta start planning already.. i must.. and i will..

cannot lose e momentum..
the study drive..
what i've learnt from my good friend Yisheng..
i need you man..
perhaps another study day at mac again?
wished i had joined u in JC ..
wished i had studied so hard like you..
wished ... argh.. all wishes..
they never come true..
life is so different now..
sigh..
feeling pretty pathetic at times..
yeah its 930 alr.. i've gotta stop blogging now..
=\

this entire week feels like those monday blues that we usually have..
after 3 weeks of holidays..
its gonna take quite awhile to adapt to the study mode again..
but i must... because end of semester is coming..

sigh.. my results dropped... from As to Bs..
my classmate i used to be on par with now still maintain her As while i watch myself fall..
i really hate my company now..
arrogant and self-centered people.
i think i gotta change group to the hardworking and fun bunch i used to hang out with during semester one.. would probably bring my grades back up..
=)

yeah.. thats what i hope is gonna happen..
got hope.. means have a way... =)

Happy 2007! ^^
didnt have thought that it would be such a great moment for a great year..
plans went well in the last minute...
was initially at home gaming and chatting with a friend..
we were so bored that we came up with a plan to bring our girlfriends out to east coast..
suppose to be a surprise.. but when we reach the bus stop they kept looking at the bus directory.. -.- then they knew that it was east coast...
the night there was nice..
would be better if we pitched a tent there.. hahaha...
and so, me and kylie.. sk and ys sat on the shore and enjoyed the scenery of the sea..
till 12am we saw fireworks from afar.. beautiful.. yet, only could enjoy a little bit of it..
the trees were damn big and blocking it.. =(
slacked a little more till 3am and all of us went back by cab...
great day...

TONYAN LEVEL 100!! NEW YEAR WISH GRANTED!!!
HAHA..